Chapter Thirteen

WHY DID I EVER LET HER GO

 

Writing in my notebook/novel

I stumble over yet another block

To complete this last unfinished paragraph

Dig through boxes in my closet

Searching for an inspiration,

I happen across my favorite photograph

Up on the steps outside my door

Her friends, forgotten, wait below

So the story goes

Why did I ever let her go

 

Spend all morning at the mirror

Erasing faces that my friends scribble on me

Without bothering to ask

I can draw my own conclusions

Without wallowing in self-pity or hiding

Behind a happy canvass mask

The colors drop out of my hold

I watch them crash and paint and flow

And away they flow

Why did I ever let her go

 

Trying to find a checkbook balance

I keep losing concentration,

The numbers don't add up the right amount

One and one is none without one

Missed that train again, I wonder

Did I really leave on her account?

As autumn leaves and winter snows

All I can think as I fight off this cold

Is goddamn, I'm cold

Why did I ever let her go

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